We’re going to talk about power. It’s the elephant in the room. I want to point out that making your quest about power will likely cause your subconscious to cancel out any data you could observe anyways, and you’re left with just your imagination to confuse you. Power is something you want to minimize as much as possible. The overall goal here should be self-control, but your power will be made known to you in many ways, including the amount of people who feel it necessary to subvert you. At one of my jobs, I made a particularly loud splash, so-to-speak, and I thought everything was working out well there, but I never accumulated so many nemeses so quickly in my life. Every male who considered themselves an alpha made way too much effort to make me into something pathetic. When people find out you can do what they can’t, it invites challenge and escalation. I had an ex-roommate who took Cloverman as an alter ego and made a bid at getting into my life as a villain figure, thinking he might make a reputation for himself by threatening me and I refused to follow his set-up, so I did what was necessary to avoid playing into it. Great care and compartmentalized secrecy in your practices is of greatest importance.
The Vocanic Weird 